YOLO

Living, Learning, Unlearning and Growing.

Starting this journey on substack is something that truly brings me happiness, which is a feeling that has been quite rare in my life. I've always yearned for a platform to share my thoughts and experiences, but I never anticipated that it would lead me to this moment. It feels profound! I'm still on the journey to discover my passion.I often find myself in awe of the great minds and legends who have achieved remarkable things at such a young age. I often wonder when they began their journeys, what kept them motivated, and if I will ever reach that level of success.

I recall a time during my first year of uni when my uncle asked me about my career choice and I kid you not, I was at a loss for words, while my lil cousin quickly shouted out one of those professions that we were all conditioned to believe only mattered. If he had posed that question to me two years ago, I would have confidently stated my desire to become a pediatrician. Now, I feel as if I am merely following the path that life sets before me, hoping to find my own way along the journey. However, the fear of losing track of time is quite unsettling. I try to comfort myself with the fact that I am still young, yet it is difficult when I see others my age making significant progress while I feel stuck.

Last Sunday’s message resonated with me on a personal level. P.SUN emphasized that we should not be in competition with anyone, as each person has their own timeline, and what we carry within us may require more time to blossom.

Most nights, I find myself lying in bed, continuing the story of a different life I've created in my mind. It's a life that completely alternates my reality—one that is peaceful, filled with love and laughter, where judgment is absent at every step. It's a life of freedom, a world that revolves around me—My WORLD . This escapism has been a source of comfort and sanity for me, providing a refuge where I can explore my dreams and desires, away from the pressures of reality.

Why is it that we have to struggle so much for a future that remains uncertain? I'm writing this on a day filled with sorrow, having just learned about the tragic loss of two best friends in a ghastly accident—one who graduated just a year ago, and the other only three days back. They had big dreams and aspirations for their futures just like any other youth,yet death has cruelly taken that away from them. Tragic events like this reminds me of how fragile life is.And it is also a reminder to cherish each day and appreciate the time I have

While we all pray for long and fulfilling lives, the reality is that death is inevitable. So, when someone wishes me long life and prosperity on my birthday, I will appreciate it more than ever before. May the beautiful souls of the departed rest in perfect peace 🕊️. I pray for comfort for the bereaved,May their heart find solace.

Pause…take 30 secs of silence in respect of those we have lost.

I always struggle to express condolences. I still carry the guilt of not reaching out to one of my childhood friends after she lost her father. There are others too; it may seem like I don’t care, but I simply don’t know what to say that would make sense in their time of sorrow. To Maureen, I am truly sorry; I wish I had done better.

I'm so fixated on the negative aspects of life that I'm losing sight of truly living. I want to embrace life fully, not just exist, and seek happiness and explore while I still have the chance. It's easy to get caught up in worries and challenges, but I realize that every moment is a gift. I want to shift my focus and appreciate the beauty around me, whether it’s spending time with loved ones, exploring new places, or simply enjoying the little things that bring joy. Life is too short to dwell on the negatives; I want to make memories and enjoy every bit of this new journey

After all Time is golden,ciao.